Filtered from Souha
Jul. 17th, 2007 10:45 amYou know, I really wish I could stop worrying. I honestly... Don't get why I even worry this much over everything. It's honestly getting annoying, and most of all frustrating.
Why should I even worry? He isn't happy when I do express concern. He barely even believes that I'm trying to speak to him... He's honestly a headache to understand in coherent terms, given how often he'll change his mind, and his personality.
...Mng. And yet there's those moments... Where it actually seems like he's civil. It's kind of scary... But I'm happy he's at least able to do that.
But I wish he would at least be able to continue doing that. I wish that he wouldn't keep forgetting everything. I wish he'd stay in at least one personality.
Though, I think that'd be too much to "wish" for. If that happened, he wouldn't exactly be himself anymore, now would he?
Why should I even worry? He isn't happy when I do express concern. He barely even believes that I'm trying to speak to him... He's honestly a headache to understand in coherent terms, given how often he'll change his mind, and his personality.
...Mng. And yet there's those moments... Where it actually seems like he's civil. It's kind of scary... But I'm happy he's at least able to do that.
But I wish he would at least be able to continue doing that. I wish that he wouldn't keep forgetting everything. I wish he'd stay in at least one personality.
Though, I think that'd be too much to "wish" for. If that happened, he wouldn't exactly be himself anymore, now would he?