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... Souha really needs to stop keeping me out so late... I'm going to end up getting her sleeping habits, at this rate.

Besides, it probably isn't a good thing if I keep nodding off, during everything... It's embarrassing as it is; I don't need to do something foolish, when I'm half-asleep... Mn...

... And it probably isn't a good thing that I keep waking up with people staring at me.

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... Right.

... What? I didn't do anything, really. People just kept staring at me for nearly falling asleep.

Yeah right.

... What's so hard to believe about it?

Cause ya keep goin' out all night and doing things with Souha at clubs?

What am I supposed to think. And moments of falling asleep, pffft.

She keeps forcing me to go out. It's not even clubs, specifically.

... That I might be tired?

Then tell her to leave you alone? And it's probably clubs.

... Right.

I have told her that I don't want to do that stuff with her, but... I can't seem to win any arguments, with her.

... I haven't had a good night's sleep in a while. Of course I'll be tired. I don't want to become nocturnal like they are.

... Where is your spine?

Then don't go out with them.

Or maybe we should just break up. It's not like we're going to see each other for a while.

... No, no, no, it's not necessary to go and break up over this, Suzume. ... And just because we wouldn't even be seeing each other, for a while, doesn't mean that we'd go and give up, on that.

I'll try not to go with them, again. I need to actually have a day to rest, for once.

Mrrrrr.

Then grow a spine, you wuss. What the hell happened to yo?

... What do you mean?

:| If you don't like what's going on, why aren't you pushing to resist it?

I try to. It's surprisingly hard to do so, around them.

...

Whatever.

... Don't do anything rash. Please.

Like you care.

Of course I care.

That isn't something you should ever doubt. The fact that you'd think that I wouldn't care about you...

Even for something like this, that's wrong.

Then stop being a hussy with your brother behind my back.

I'm not even doing anything with Souha, that's like that.

... What in the world would make you even think that I'm doing anything like that, with Souha?

Yeah right.

How you keep wording your posts.

It sounds like you're being a hussy. Or something sleezy on the side behind my back and trying to cover it up.

.... That's disturbing, to imagine me ever doing something like that.

But I assure you. I'm not. I'm just tired, and Souha's just good at winning arguments. That's all.

I have no faith that you aren't.

If you want to prove you're faithful, start winning and turn back into a boy. Kthx.

I assure you. I'd feel rather ill, before I did anything with my sibling, that was like that.

I'd turn back a lot quicker if the school would reopen.

:|

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:|

Why am I trying to suggest anything when you're being such a wuss. -.-

Because it means that you at least hold some hope for me.

But I'm not joking about the school part. It's part of his deal; if I go to classes for a few days as this, he'll change me back sooner.

You're not proving I should hope. Start doing, not saying.

That's not the problem.

God, maybe I should dump you if you won't do a damn thing for yourself. I fell in love with you because you were so strong.

I can't exactly do anything right now. What do you expect me to do at five thirty in the morning? The only reason I'm not asleep is because I can't sleep, now.

You're being rather disappointing, frankly. Threatening to leave me over something that I didn't have control over for months; just because I'm like how I am, doesn't mean I can convince someone like him to change me back, so easily.

You're the one being disappointing. Excuses. Excuses. Excuses. It's rude! You want me, take me by force, you...

Whatever.

Good night. God, you...

~.~

[suzakuformation has signed off]

..

You are that woman the king noticed, correct?

The king is shocked at this time, that one would do that in public.

... What in the world are you talking about?

Do not play dumb with the king.

... I don't even know who the.......... "King" is. Why in the world would you even call yourself that.

The king is me, for the king is the King of kings!

...... I don't know who in the world you are. Please stop bothering me.

Fine. but the king will be watching your unkingly actions with his kingly eyes, you unkingly barbarian.

... Please don't.

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