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...Concerning. Very much so.

Miss Sparrow may have blocked me from gaining contact with her, but... I'm worried. I'm far too worried. This feels far too much like what I've witnessed, with the Hikari no Kessha.

That Yamashita, as well... I can't help but feel that she's been tampered with as well, seeing how she seems to show appreciation to this "God"...

...This "God" that has done something to my brother, as well...

I'm not going to give up, though. I'm not going to stand by as someone I like becomes "tampered" with.

...I'm not going to fail, for once.

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...What?

I'm not going to do anything like that.

Who says that I'm denying anything?

I'm not going to do anything, or at least along those lines, I won't.

One's true nature never changes, nyoroyo~!

You detest spending quality time with your brother that much?

Shikou, you're not floating in the middle of an Egyptian River.

So you want her.

All to yourself.

With your mouth full of it.

Adjustments can be made.

No. I would rather at least do something legal, if I were to spend time with him.

Of course I'm not.

......I don't. Not at all. She isn't someone I'd want.

The adjustments ultimately break.

We're on an island. Miles away from civilization.

Who's to know.

I mean you're in denial.

Not even with those jiggly backends?

Depends on how strong they are, and what happens to cause them to break.

...It would still be considered illegal. We might be on an island away from civilization, but seeing as this is a school, it would be expected for some law and order to be present.

I'm not. I'm not like my brother.

No, not even then.

Can't change genes, Samasu.

Yes. A school where seven lunatics and a cult are allowed to thrive. Cut me the crap and wake up and smell the manure.

Yes you are. Must be a family trait, being in denial.

They're quite juicy and tender~

...

There are still some laws, or at least a sense of morals among some of the students. I tend to listen to those morals.

It isn't, I assure you of that.

...They're not, to me.

Though you can change your jeans.

The students try to kill each other daily with 50 foot monsters. Logic does not APPLY here.

Denial~

Or are they?

......

It does when those monsters are just holograms, and when it's the case of someone actually attempting to physically kill another.

No. I'm not denial; I'm aware of what I could do, I just choose to not listen to that.

They're not.

Yes?

Very very very painful and sometimes nearly fatal holograms.

Why not? A little taste can't hurt.

Yes they are.

You make no sense, sometimes.

"Nearly" is the word there, isn't it?

...It... It can do all the damage in the world. I'm not going to risk that.

To you, perhaps. To me, it isn't that appetizing.

I make perfect sense.

And what happens when the safeties are turned off?

Sweet pink flesh, yearning for a little chew.

Would it of been?

Sometimes, I don't agree.

Then that's their choice, to turn them off, or to even risk playing.

.....No. It wouldn't be right.

No, it wouldn't have been.

Then you can't see 2 + 4 = Banana with pie pants.

And what happens if they don't know the safeties aren't off.

Morality be damned, embrace pleasure.

It would have been.

Exactly.

...Then it's their problem. After they see that one person has been harmed as a result of it, they might realize that their duel disks might have that problem, as well. However, if they don't know that the safeties are off, they aren't under the intent of actually killing someone.

...I... I don't think I will. I place my morals well above pleasure.

...There's a chance that it wouldn't, though. No one can know for certain.

That's perfect sense. You're just using the WRONG math.

And you realize a ton of people are dueling at once... it makes the catastrophe more sweet.

That's rather stupid. Pleasure is the base of all existence.

Seriously, just to a stare at her flanks and rump.

I use what makes sense.

....Impossible. There will always be a point in which others will realize just what is going on. Even if people are dueling simultaneously, they'll begin to realize just how much those attacks hurt.

Yet people tend to look at what pleasure is to them quite differently from others... Besides, it would be terrible, if I were to give into that.

...

It makes sense in a certain base of math.

Humans are rather foolish.

What? It would be terrible to be YOURSELF?

Trust me, no other girl on this island is going to have a backside as juicy as her's.

Possibly. But not in the type I'm used to, apparently.

Of course. But at least someone will have enough sense to notice.

....It would be. It would be terrible for myself, and for everyone else.

...You're-... No, I'm not going to even think about that.

You're limiting your mind, mate.

On this island, I highly doubt that.

You Samasus, always denying your inner passions.

How rude to not finish a thought. Trust me, it's a fine mix of firmness and bounce.

Possibly.

...Mn. It would still be different. That would be because of their own idiocy, not of actually attempting to do so.

It would make sense to.

...To finish that thought would have quite a negative effect on my mental health.

Oh you are.

Silly silly boy.

No it doesn't. Hate. Love. Cruelty. Hunger. Malice. Gluttony. Lust. Greed. Pride. Envy. Anger. Laziness. Why should inhibit our inner desires?

FINISH IT.

Again: "Possibly".

Not entirely. Just looking at other possibilities.

Because it would threaten the safety of others.

...I can't finish something that I don't want to acknowledge.

You are.

Heh.

No body else matters, Shikou.

Acknowledge WHO YOU ARE. You want to crunch on her cooked body.

...

They do, to me... There are some that I care for, and I wouldn't want what I want, to threaten them.

I... I'm very well aware of who and what I am. However... I can't stand the thought of killing someone, even if it is to satisfy my personal tastes... Tastes that I don't even want. Tastes that I have under control. A lot better than you would probably expect.

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