I should use this for something... (Written in English)

These fools.
They think I care so much...
They're wrong.
I need to learn how to let go, before then...
Why is it so hard?
Why do I care?
They're unknowing.
All of them.
I don't care, I still like them.
They won't break me.
Not now, not ever.
They'll all regret it...
They won't do anything.
Twenty.
Is that really all I have left?
Of course it is.
Of course it is.
Of course it is.
Of course it is.
Am I repeating, or am I not?
Am I really going to wait that long?
Who knows? Maybe it'll be shorter, or longer than I expected.
...I'm going to sleep.