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I... Really need to stop dwelling on things like this. I honestly hate that this in particular has become so important, to me... It used to be minor. Silenced. Something I could ignore easily, without a problem. The fact that I had ignored that problem had made them so happy.

...They won't be pleased, that even after this time, I've started to be tempted by it. To yearn for it, to wish for it, to want to give in... It's honestly confusing, to me, to start to have mixed priorities, concerning what I want. I just hope they don't realize that this resurfacing is connected to here.

...Mng. At least the tournament has been going well, for me. I almost reached ten, recently, but... I guess I got too distracted in that particular duel. I should really work on this... It might become troublesome, later.

Things have been quiet, at least. I honestly wonder when the universe itself will implode, if this keeps up. I could only hope.