Filtered from the school faculty

I did something that I probably shouldn't have done, even if no one got hurt, regardless.

My psychologist had warned against it. My family didn't want me to even attempt. I couldn't even make myself do it, until I closed my eyes...

...But when I did... It tasted wonderful. I honestly wonder... Why I haven't caved and just tried to do that, sooner... Why didn't I, why didn't I, why didn't I...

...Maybe I'll take their advice... I feel... A lot better now, honestly, about that... Hahahah. My family won't be happy, when they find out about this.

...At least I'm not eating anyone, though.

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...So it does hurt, somewhat. I lost someone who could have been a friend, so of course it hurts.

But... It would have been futile to try to convince her otherwise. I'd rather not go through a worthless effort like that, if the other side isn't going to listen.

...I'd rather not go through that pain, and not let her go through it, as well.