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Oct. 25th, 2007 02:27 pmI'm eventually going to be doing something incredibly... Incredibly idiotic.
I don't want to do this, but I've been given very little choice in the matter, at current. I don't have the ability to call their bluff, and I wouldn't want someone else's body to be changed, as a result of my hesitation... Especially seeing as the "someone" has already, recently, gotten out of the "service" of the one who is forcing me to do this.
I may... Not act like myself, as a result. Maybe I'll act the same. I don't know what will happen, exactly... But most likely, given what is supposed to happen, my self-control will be nil, as a result.
I ask that if you wish to speak to me, you take necessary precautions regarding this, especially if you already know what my problem is. Do not follow my example, and be brave, or an idiot in regards to your actions, or generally try to stop me.
...I probably won't end up appreciating it, and yet will do so, regardless. I really do contradict myself too much...
I don't want to do this, but I've been given very little choice in the matter, at current. I don't have the ability to call their bluff, and I wouldn't want someone else's body to be changed, as a result of my hesitation... Especially seeing as the "someone" has already, recently, gotten out of the "service" of the one who is forcing me to do this.
I may... Not act like myself, as a result. Maybe I'll act the same. I don't know what will happen, exactly... But most likely, given what is supposed to happen, my self-control will be nil, as a result.
I ask that if you wish to speak to me, you take necessary precautions regarding this, especially if you already know what my problem is. Do not follow my example, and be brave, or an idiot in regards to your actions, or generally try to stop me.
...I probably won't end up appreciating it, and yet will do so, regardless. I really do contradict myself too much...
