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Going through what I remember, many things have been said in reference to myself that are quite... Unsatisfactory.

A wolf.
An animal.
A king.
A bear.
A Wendigo.
A monster.
A predator.
A nameless creature.
Inhuman.
Perfect. The end of evolution as it stands.

Sure, some may take a few of these names as... Flattery, I guess I would say. As compliments. Whose self-esteem wouldn't mind being called a king, to be said that you're above everyone else?

That you're one of the few people who really existed? That you're perfect; on a separate scale than those who are considered to be "normal"?

In some cases... Even being called a wolf wouldn't be, necessarily, an insult of sorts.

A wolf can be quite noble.

But many people... Could fear it, as well.

I wouldn't want to be someone others fear, even though being referred to as a "wolf" isn't exactly an insult... Granted, might help that I've become sick of being called that.

And then there are the... Other names. Monster. Inhuman. Nameless.

A Wendigo. The same thing that tried to eat me... The same thing that attacked me.

I'd dislike it... If I were to be referred to on the same level as him.

But, looking at these names... I guess it's expected to have been called them.

I know I'm human, before any of you say anything. I need to repeat it to myself, after all this time, but... I'm aware of the fact that I'm more "human", than anything else that I have been called.

But I also admit... I'm not normal at all, am I?

Guess it shows how much I belong here, huh?