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Mng... You know, it's really amazing, just how I do feel sadness.

It's not really... Noticeable. I can function correctly. I can speak, laugh sometimes, think, do what I need, and maybe even want to do...

...And yet I feel incredibly... Numb. And worried. I'm worried about her. I don't know what was going on with her. I don't know why she was doing what she did. What that aura around her, apparently, was for... Even what she was chanting.

...But I also miss her. I did love her... So I wonder what it was, that was going on.