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...I still love you, Suzume, even if you don't care about me... Even if you want to head for humanity's destruction... Even if you want me to die... Even if you think I don't care...

I know I don't even deserve anything from you. I know I don't deserve kindness anyone would give to me... "Doll". "Monster". "Inhuman"... Why even care about someone who could be called that, huh?

I just... You could have at least told me... Instead of lying. Why did you lie. Why did you hide it. Why did you choose it. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why. Why!?

...Why did you make it be this way...

...Why don't I know what I should even feel!?