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[observershikou]

I got a new PDA. The other one is a bit... Broken up, I'd say. I don't even really trust to pick up the pieces, at this point...

Last night was actually quite... Lovely. I really can see why I stay here... Even with all the oddities and the like, the people here are just... Wonderful. It makes me glad to have helped someone, and in that, I feel better, because doing so helped me as well... And it makes me feel even more so, to hear that someone wouldn't want me to become a monster.

...Though, I apparently missed something, during that time, didn't I?

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...There are. I'm speaking to one of them right now.

You'll miss this place that much?

I guess it just depends on the desire... While I may have the desire to consume others, I tend to... Replace that, with the desire to help others.

[token-l.livejournal.com]

Good...who's that? o_o

Perhaps. Or I'll just get so tired of the normality in the outside world and drive myself back here.

Touche. So replace it with a positive desire, huh...I guess what I desired...was lust and love. Two things so close their complete opposites.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

You, Yasu.

...Mn. Watch, that will end up happening to a lot of people who leave here.

Mn... In a way, you should be able to do the same as me. It would be able to satisfy the desire for love, at least, with the gratefulness that others will give you, at your help.

[token-l.livejournal.com]

...buh. Hah, thanks. ._.

Probably. This place is charming in a...really screwed up way.

Hmm, yeah. Though, I'm not much of a helper type...moreso a wrecker. >> But new things are always up there to try. D|;

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

You're welcome, Yasu.

...Yeah, in a way. I like it, at least. It's comfortable here.

One would think that I would be horrible at helping others, given how my self-control has lessened over the past few weeks. And yet look: I helped you, right?

[token-l.livejournal.com]

I'm...flattered, I guess. Never really felt *that* important to someone.

Even outside it seems comfortable...when you get rid of the risk of being violated or eaten by bears and other things out there. .-.

As always, anything's possible if you put your mind to it...so I guess I should too.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I don't see how you can't be, Yasu. Everyone is important to someone; you just need to find the one who thinks of you as "important".

I think that's why I'm comfortable. Things like that tend to not bother me.

You probably should.