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[observershikou]

Well, I feel much more content now. My back may hurt from sleeping against a wall, but... At least Miss Sparrow finally realized what was happening.

As for that... Other problem... Mng. I'm probably going to have to ask them to schedule me for a session at the end of the school year.

I'm sure I can at least last that long, without the temptation showing itself again in a way that I can't stand it.

...I'm sure of it.



...It doesn't help that it feels like I'm starving now... Their words really did affect me. I didn't want them to, but... A part of me wanted to keep listening, and to give in... Now I can't help but imagine just how well Yamashita might have tasted, had I given in.

...I'm still glad that I didn't, though. I don't want to be taken away from this place. I'll... I'll just need to make sure that their words don't affect me as much, anymore.

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...Right, Souha. You're right. Maybe that's what I'll try to do, for a while.

[keepersouha.livejournal.com]

...You called me by my name.

Go ahead and do so.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...! I did, didn't I? I'm sorry, brother. I guess I slipped.

Will do, then.

[keepersouha.livejournal.com]

...It's alright. You can call me that.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...Thanks, Souha.

...You can call me "Shikou", for the record.

[keepersouha.livejournal.com]

I suggest not pushing your luck.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Acknowledged.