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Well, I feel much more content now. My back may hurt from sleeping against a wall, but... At least Miss Sparrow finally realized what was happening.

As for that... Other problem... Mng. I'm probably going to have to ask them to schedule me for a session at the end of the school year.

I'm sure I can at least last that long, without the temptation showing itself again in a way that I can't stand it.

...I'm sure of it.

...It doesn't help that it feels like I'm starving now... Their words really did affect me. I didn't want them to, but... A part of me wanted to keep listening, and to give in... Now I can't help but imagine just how well Yamashita might have tasted, had I given in.

...I'm still glad that I didn't, though. I don't want to be taken away from this place. I'll... I'll just need to make sure that their words don't affect me as much, anymore.

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You'll need to do more than that.

Perhaps some deconstructive therepy... Offer up a succulent piece of human flesh on one side, and some rather unappitizing slop on the other, while you're locked in a room near starving, and hit you with tennis balls if you ever go for, or maybe even look at the meat.

I know.

....Even then, I think I'd ignore either pieces of food. I resisted doing anything while I was starving before; I think I could stand being locked in a room while I'm "near" starving.

Oh? It almost seems like a challange... Ah, but I can't do something like that here... especially not now, with all the ruckus.

It wasn't a challenge. It was my view on it.

You know, I'm sure there are.. "people".. with considerable 'skill' for something like this. I would imagine they'd be able to help you in ways... you couldn't even imagine.

I'm sure there are, somewhere.

The "Doctor" seems to have various tools at his disposal.

There also is that one... "Yuber", I think it was?

Also there's the milf. Dunno what she can do, but she seems to be somewhat supernatural.

Then there's that other thing I've heard about... "gay pink" or something. Good luck finding that one, though.

...I think I would prefer the first one. I don't know about the last two, but... I don't trust the second one. He's the one who tried to make me into a monster.

Ah, so noted.

Well, you ought to start, then. One of the others would probably be faster, but who knows if they'd help or hinder. Then again, same could be said about the doctor.

.....Possibly. I still don't trust "Yuber".

Point taken, but I was really refering to the others. It seems pretty obvious that this "Yuber" has plans of his/her/whatever own.

Of course he does. I don't think I'd want to trust anything like that... Woman, and that "gay pink", as you put it.

Oh? And why is that?

And for the record, I believe it was someone called "Eisei" who chose that term.

...For some reason, I think I'd rather at least stay with the school appointed counselor, to speak about this to, than three possibly supernatural beings, one of which has been more of a hindrance than a help.

Point taken, but there is the option, should you need something.. "extra".

......Right. There is, sir. Thanks.

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