Samasu, Shikou (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
observershikou) wrote2007-07-26 09:41 am
observershikou) wrote2007-07-26 09:41 am
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Well, I feel much more content now. My back may hurt from sleeping against a wall, but... At least Miss Sparrow finally realized what was happening.
As for that... Other problem... Mng. I'm probably going to have to ask them to schedule me for a session at the end of the school year.
I'm sure I can at least last that long, without the temptation showing itself again in a way that I can't stand it.
...I'm sure of it.
...It doesn't help that it feels like I'm starving now... Their words really did affect me. I didn't want them to, but... A part of me wanted to keep listening, and to give in... Now I can't help but imagine just how well Yamashita might have tasted, had I given in.
...I'm still glad that I didn't, though. I don't want to be taken away from this place. I'll... I'll just need to make sure that their words don't affect me as much, anymore.
As for that... Other problem... Mng. I'm probably going to have to ask them to schedule me for a session at the end of the school year.
I'm sure I can at least last that long, without the temptation showing itself again in a way that I can't stand it.
...I'm sure of it.
...It doesn't help that it feels like I'm starving now... Their words really did affect me. I didn't want them to, but... A part of me wanted to keep listening, and to give in... Now I can't help but imagine just how well Yamashita might have tasted, had I given in.
...I'm still glad that I didn't, though. I don't want to be taken away from this place. I'll... I'll just need to make sure that their words don't affect me as much, anymore.
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