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[observershikou]

Well, I feel much more content now. My back may hurt from sleeping against a wall, but... At least Miss Sparrow finally realized what was happening.

As for that... Other problem... Mng. I'm probably going to have to ask them to schedule me for a session at the end of the school year.

I'm sure I can at least last that long, without the temptation showing itself again in a way that I can't stand it.

...I'm sure of it.



...It doesn't help that it feels like I'm starving now... Their words really did affect me. I didn't want them to, but... A part of me wanted to keep listening, and to give in... Now I can't help but imagine just how well Yamashita might have tasted, had I given in.

...I'm still glad that I didn't, though. I don't want to be taken away from this place. I'll... I'll just need to make sure that their words don't affect me as much, anymore.

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[foreverchilled.livejournal.com]

So why don't you want the urges gone, but forever? To never feel that sort of temptation? Not like Souha, who can't seem to remember things... Hopefully... I don't know how it works.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...I guess I'm just too used to them, Miss Theresa. It honestly doesn't make sense, but... For some reason, I dread the idea of losing a part of myself.

[foreverchilled.livejournal.com]

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

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I don't expect you to understand. I don't expect myself to understand... But it's how I feel.

[foreverchilled.livejournal.com]

I really don't want to lose a Samasu because of something like that... but I don't have a choice, do I?

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...You won't lose a Samasu, because of this, Miss Theresa.

Someone like a Samasu can't really be lost.

[foreverchilled.livejournal.com]

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

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I'm sorry.

[foreverchilled.livejournal.com]

So am I, Shikou.