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[observershikou]

Well, I feel much more content now. My back may hurt from sleeping against a wall, but... At least Miss Sparrow finally realized what was happening.

As for that... Other problem... Mng. I'm probably going to have to ask them to schedule me for a session at the end of the school year.

I'm sure I can at least last that long, without the temptation showing itself again in a way that I can't stand it.

...I'm sure of it.



...It doesn't help that it feels like I'm starving now... Their words really did affect me. I didn't want them to, but... A part of me wanted to keep listening, and to give in... Now I can't help but imagine just how well Yamashita might have tasted, had I given in.

...I'm still glad that I didn't, though. I don't want to be taken away from this place. I'll... I'll just need to make sure that their words don't affect me as much, anymore.

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[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

Then I'll do it where she'll HURT. D< Goddam.

... e.e Forgive me if we ever meet and I slur your Ths into Saus.

...

Oh. Ah? o_o I meant -- Oh.

Crazy Vice Principal guy? D:

[foreverchilled.livejournal.com]

^^;;

...so long as you at least try to get it right. ^^;;

Yeah... he was going to throw me in a room with a bunch of men... or make me do this VR thing which made me his legal property. I'd rather die. >_

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

^^;;

I'll try. Mom and Dad taught me english, but... The Ths have always been hell.

e.e Weird.

[foreverchilled.livejournal.com]

I understand.

I can only imagine what they'd make me do once they got legal control of me... or what those Osiris reds would do... just thinking about it gives me goosebumps.

Anyway, the toad's bad news. Stay clear of him if you can.

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

... ._. What's wrong with Osiris Reds? Though, I know one's a crazed swordsman and another's... a sex fiend. X.o;

He seems... like he wants to give a damn about us, though.

[foreverchilled.livejournal.com]

It's not them being Reds. It's about them being male. One girl locked up with 2 to 3 males, all alone? Yeah, not going to happen.

...about all he seems to care about is administering cruel and unusual punishment. You might have better luck, but I won't be holding out any hope for him.

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

... Um.

That's stupid logic.

I'm currently in Shikou's room. :/

Might of deserved it. ::Rubs head::

[foreverchilled.livejournal.com]

...

That's completely different. For one, it's one on one, second, Ra at least has staff there in case of problems, and it's much closer to other buildings, like the Blue Girls dorm. Third, it's Shikou. He had plenty of chance to take advantage of you beforehand. Fourth... you CHOSE to stay there, so you can leave at any time.

...Just like you "deserved" to become a mindless slave to Yamashita?

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

So you're assuming they're rapists because they're considered to be less effective duelists...

Social Darwinism WENT OUT DECADES AGO. D|;

The Vice Principal != Cult Leader. e.e

[foreverchilled.livejournal.com]

That's not it at all. You know what, just forget it. Obviously you just can't understand.

Only difference is how they 'force' you into it. Had he not tried to make me his legal slave, you MIGHT have had an argument.

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

...

Wait.

You're a Nazi Feminist.

...

Cuckoo.

::Twirls finger::

e.e You obviously did something.