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Well, I feel much more content now. My back may hurt from sleeping against a wall, but... At least Miss Sparrow finally realized what was happening.

As for that... Other problem... Mng. I'm probably going to have to ask them to schedule me for a session at the end of the school year.

I'm sure I can at least last that long, without the temptation showing itself again in a way that I can't stand it.

...I'm sure of it.

...It doesn't help that it feels like I'm starving now... Their words really did affect me. I didn't want them to, but... A part of me wanted to keep listening, and to give in... Now I can't help but imagine just how well Yamashita might have tasted, had I given in.

...I'm still glad that I didn't, though. I don't want to be taken away from this place. I'll... I'll just need to make sure that their words don't affect me as much, anymore.

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...Maybe something happened to him.

Hopefully, it's a good one.

...F...Fine, so I am tempted... Slightly. But... It's alright, as long as I never see it actually happening.

But why would he claim to be a good? I thought he was a very intelligent if fruity German duelist.

Wonder what it is.

Ah? Cutting makes you think of meat and blood, which in turn makes you hungry? It's okay Shikou. You've got me to help you.

That's what friends are for, right?

Shikou is Shikou is Shikou, and nobody can change Shikou into not a Shikou.

He was a champion, I believe? I'm sure he was intelligent...

...Who knows what happened, though. Not sure if I should ask.

...You're right, Miss Sparrow... Thank you... But it's still a very... Interesting mental image, for me at least. It doesn't really help, but... I'm sure I can manage.

...Yeah. No one can change Shikou into someone that isn't Shikou... Mn.

Either that or damn lucky. :p

True.

So, stop thinking about it. Or start imagining him as a maggot filled corpse.

Yes.

Shikou is Shikou. And nobody can make him something he's not.

This game is partially based upon luck.

Hard to stop thinking of it. Thinking of him as already dead tends to make things slightly worse for me... I really don't like my mind, at times, especially now.

...Of course... ~~It's just a bit harder when it is something I am...~~

True. ;/

... So imagine him as the ugliest most disgusting unappetizing thing ever.

True.

Just don't let it define you.

Say, what DO you want to grow up to be?

...Mn, thanks. Helps that I've never seen him, doesn't it?

...Yeah. I won't, Miss Sparrow.

I honestly wouldn't mind being a teacher... But I also want to look into psychology. I may just end up continuing my education in another school, after I graduate from here.

Yup.

GOOD.

I wouldn't argue against it.

...Mn. What about you, Miss Sparrow? What do you want to be?

I want to be a Pro Duelist myself, since Japan has no technical standing military.

I want to be known as a killer of BIG monsters.

I'm positive you'd be good at that.

...How are you doing in the tournament, by the way?

Thanks.

...

Not well, I take it?

D< NO. BECAUSE OF MISS SLAVERY IS GOOD RAPIST LESBIAN, I HAVEN'T EVEN DUELLED, THAT HORSE FACED BITCH.

...You... Might still have your tokens, Miss Sparrow. Have you checked? I don't think there's a time limit on them... It just depends on if you have 10 or not by the required date. If you have at least one, you still have a chance.

::Checks::

3.

Still.

I haven't dueled because she BRAINWASHED ME. D< RAWR.

::Flails angrily and flips Shikou's bed over in a fit of rage::

........Th....That... That was my bed, Miss Sparrow.....

...But that means you have a chance still. Why... Don't you go out and duel, to make up for what you missed?

Sorry, Shikou. D: Just angry.

I might. ^_^;;; Ehehehe.

Bye Shikou.

And don't eat people you like.

That's expected... ~~Just wait until you get into a duel to release that.~~

Bye, Miss Sparrow... I'll be sure to.

RIGHTO.

GOOD. Or I'll have to kick you in the shin.

::Scurries off::

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