[Private to Yamamoto Suzume]

[observershikou]

We're not going through with the wish.

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WHY DON'T YOU EVER ACCEPT MY HELP?!

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Suzume.

We can't pay the price needed to make sure that you aren't condemned.

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

I don't care if I'm condemned.

I don't want you to become a monster.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...And you think you becoming condemned would help to stop me from becoming a monster, Suzume?

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

So I'm hungry. I don't want you to be a mindless brute.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I'd never be a "mindless brute", as you put it.

I just don't see it being helpful for my sanity, watching you act the way I used to.

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

And it won't be helpful for your sanity if one of these lunatics strips away everything that makes you you!

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... Suzume. You might not care about your own sanity. But I do. Even if I'm at the most risk... It's not like I'll be able to last, if you have to live like that...

I'm not going to consent to the wish.

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

But... I can't let you... become...a monster...

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Mng... I'll never become one. Not again... I'd be a horrible monster, anyway. I hesitate too much. I care too much. I'm too easily shaken by events.

At the very least, I know that I can be a good human, than a pathetic monster.

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

And what if they change you into being a good monster...

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

What if they change you, so that you'd be a good monster, as well?

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

I can die. You can't...

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

You can't die either, Suzume.

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

I just want you not to be twisted... to be lost.

I'm sorry, I don't care what happens to me.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

......I do, Suzume... I care what happens to you... I care... I care... I care...

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

And I just want Samasu Shikou to never vanish...

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... And you think you not caring for your life would keep Samasu Shikou around?!

Nagi cares not for privacy in posts.

[misfiringiseasy.livejournal.com]

HEY SHIKOU,HOW ABOUT THOSE QUEENS, EH, EH? NUDGE NUDGE?

ANYWAY, HERE, TAKE THIS KATANA FOR A WHILE. IT MIGHT CLEAR YOUR MIND.

Re: Nagi cares not for privacy in posts.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...How'd you...

.........Thank you.

Re: Nagi cares not for privacy in posts.

[misfiringiseasy.livejournal.com]

I'll need it back for safe keeping after someone gets rid of the enemies, but enjoy it while you have it! \o/

Re: Nagi cares not for privacy in posts.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I will.