Samasu, Shikou (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
observershikou) wrote2009-04-26 04:45 pm
observershikou) wrote2009-04-26 04:45 pm
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... It was nice to actually see him... I hope he manages to get into the finals.
[Private]
... I think being away from the school is doing better than I thought. Maybe it's because I... Don't have to worry. Or that I won't see certain people during the day. So thoughts don't end up getting dredged up. So... I don't go and end up reminding myself of months that certain people now believe never existed.
Keh, I don't think I really like that... That such time basically vanishes from one's mind so easily. It makes me feel ill... But I can't complain. If it helps, then it helps...
... They think I might be starting to develop different... Issues, now. I kept saying things during our last session. About... Fire. Fire. Fire. I guess they did something to help lower the focus, though. I have to actually think about it to remember it, but... Mn. I need to not develop more problems.
Not now.
[Private]
... I think being away from the school is doing better than I thought. Maybe it's because I... Don't have to worry. Or that I won't see certain people during the day. So thoughts don't end up getting dredged up. So... I don't go and end up reminding myself of months that certain people now believe never existed.
Keh, I don't think I really like that... That such time basically vanishes from one's mind so easily. It makes me feel ill... But I can't complain. If it helps, then it helps...
... They think I might be starting to develop different... Issues, now. I kept saying things during our last session. About... Fire. Fire. Fire. I guess they did something to help lower the focus, though. I have to actually think about it to remember it, but... Mn. I need to not develop more problems.
Not now.