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[observershikou]

Well, I feel much more content now. My back may hurt from sleeping against a wall, but... At least Miss Sparrow finally realized what was happening.

As for that... Other problem... Mng. I'm probably going to have to ask them to schedule me for a session at the end of the school year.

I'm sure I can at least last that long, without the temptation showing itself again in a way that I can't stand it.

...I'm sure of it.



...It doesn't help that it feels like I'm starving now... Their words really did affect me. I didn't want them to, but... A part of me wanted to keep listening, and to give in... Now I can't help but imagine just how well Yamashita might have tasted, had I given in.

...I'm still glad that I didn't, though. I don't want to be taken away from this place. I'll... I'll just need to make sure that their words don't affect me as much, anymore.

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Re: [Private to Shikou]

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Hehehe... I suppose I should be grateful, although I feel a bit insulted as well.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Because you probably don't taste good?

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Mm... I suppose your 'tastes' would be geared more towards women, after all. Maybe a bit of 'vore' is what it takes to get you going.

...I wonder what that "Ethlinda" girl would think about you wanting to grill up her gender...

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...I don't necessarily find women to be appetizing, either. I have my own tastes; they aren't focused on a specific gender.

......

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Oh? Interesting. I've always been curious as to how humans taste... you must have some insight on that.

Does it bother you? Realizing how people would view you if they knew? It's only natural, you know. That the hunted fear the hunter.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't tell you, of course.

...Of course. But who is who, in this case?

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Boo~ You're really, really boring you know. Even by 'normal' standards.

You're obviously the hunter. You consume the prey. I suppose it's better than outright murder, since the body is going to some use, but it's only natural that people would want to flee from you much like gazelles away from a cheetah.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I try to be.

Which is why I tend to keep that little part of me quiet.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

You'll need to do more than that.

Perhaps some deconstructive therepy... Offer up a succulent piece of human flesh on one side, and some rather unappitizing slop on the other, while you're locked in a room near starving, and hit you with tennis balls if you ever go for, or maybe even look at the meat.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I know.

....Even then, I think I'd ignore either pieces of food. I resisted doing anything while I was starving before; I think I could stand being locked in a room while I'm "near" starving.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Oh? It almost seems like a challange... Ah, but I can't do something like that here... especially not now, with all the ruckus.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

It wasn't a challenge. It was my view on it.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

You know, I'm sure there are.. "people".. with considerable 'skill' for something like this. I would imagine they'd be able to help you in ways... you couldn't even imagine.

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I'm sure there are, somewhere.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

The "Doctor" seems to have various tools at his disposal.

There also is that one... "Yuber", I think it was?

Also there's the milf. Dunno what she can do, but she seems to be somewhat supernatural.

Then there's that other thing I've heard about... "gay pink" or something. Good luck finding that one, though.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...I think I would prefer the first one. I don't know about the last two, but... I don't trust the second one. He's the one who tried to make me into a monster.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Ah, so noted.

Well, you ought to start, then. One of the others would probably be faster, but who knows if they'd help or hinder. Then again, same could be said about the doctor.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

.....Possibly. I still don't trust "Yuber".

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Point taken, but I was really refering to the others. It seems pretty obvious that this "Yuber" has plans of his/her/whatever own.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Of course he does. I don't think I'd want to trust anything like that... Woman, and that "gay pink", as you put it.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Oh? And why is that?

And for the record, I believe it was someone called "Eisei" who chose that term.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...For some reason, I think I'd rather at least stay with the school appointed counselor, to speak about this to, than three possibly supernatural beings, one of which has been more of a hindrance than a help.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Point taken, but there is the option, should you need something.. "extra".

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

......Right. There is, sir. Thanks.