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[observershikou]

Well, I feel much more content now. My back may hurt from sleeping against a wall, but... At least Miss Sparrow finally realized what was happening.

As for that... Other problem... Mng. I'm probably going to have to ask them to schedule me for a session at the end of the school year.

I'm sure I can at least last that long, without the temptation showing itself again in a way that I can't stand it.

...I'm sure of it.



...It doesn't help that it feels like I'm starving now... Their words really did affect me. I didn't want them to, but... A part of me wanted to keep listening, and to give in... Now I can't help but imagine just how well Yamashita might have tasted, had I given in.

...I'm still glad that I didn't, though. I don't want to be taken away from this place. I'll... I'll just need to make sure that their words don't affect me as much, anymore.

Comments

[kobra-kommander.livejournal.com]

Pity.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

To you, of course. I'm the one who ended up not being the monster you wanted.

[kobra-kommander.livejournal.com]

I didn't want it. I was simply pointing out the truth.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

It might have been a truth, but it wasn't a truth I should accept.

[kobra-kommander.livejournal.com]

Why not? The truth is honestly infinitely better than lies.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

That truth is a threat to others.

[kobra-kommander.livejournal.com]

The truth is the truth.

Lies never work out in the end, Shikou.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I'll make them last for as long as I need to.

[kobra-kommander.livejournal.com]

I hope that works out, Shikou. Good luck trying not to fall apart.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...You don't actually mean that, do you?