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Well, I feel much more content now. My back may hurt from sleeping against a wall, but... At least Miss Sparrow finally realized what was happening.

As for that... Other problem... Mng. I'm probably going to have to ask them to schedule me for a session at the end of the school year.

I'm sure I can at least last that long, without the temptation showing itself again in a way that I can't stand it.

...I'm sure of it.

...It doesn't help that it feels like I'm starving now... Their words really did affect me. I didn't want them to, but... A part of me wanted to keep listening, and to give in... Now I can't help but imagine just how well Yamashita might have tasted, had I given in.

...I'm still glad that I didn't, though. I don't want to be taken away from this place. I'll... I'll just need to make sure that their words don't affect me as much, anymore.

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I meant you.

If you wouldn't need a bat, you have to have good arms.

Hrrrm. e.e Sounds familiar. For SOME reason, it REALLY does sound familiar.

... Well, your hair is a mess, but you're not exactly Grendel, ya know.

Good. D:

...Me? No, I... Don't really like wrestling.

Of course. That's what I mean, correct?

Mn... Mind telling me if anyone comes to mind?

I'm aware that it's a mess. I prefer it that way, but at least it doesn't defy gravity itself.

I guess so. Boxer then?

Uh... that Marufuji kid. e.e Johan Neo Anderson whatever. Hell Kaiser.

That Masuyo kid too... e.e

You still look decent though. You wear messes maturely.

No. I don't take a active part in that. Tends to do more harm than good, for me.

...Johan Andersen, you mean? That student that came from the North School, at the beginning of the year? Though, you might not have been around, for that...

...Masuyo?

...Thanks for the compliment, Miss Sparrow.

Ah? What's your training in then.

I was. I didn't get onto LJ until recently. I've been here since the School Year started, Shikou.

Some weird Osiris Red that cuts himself and swings around a replica sword. Though, he looks like an Anime character.

No problem.

No specific areas... I think it all just adds up to that I know self-defense quite well, and that's all I really need to think of it as.

Then you know of Mr. Andersen, then... I haven't heard of him, in a while.

...A..... No, not going to ask... But it doesn't really sound healthy for someone to do that.

Oh ah.

Well, if I remember, he didn't come back with most of us.

To do what? O_o Cut himself? If so. I agree.

Let me guess, tempted.

...Mn. Then maybe that's who it is... He does seem to match what little I remember of Mr. Andersen's appearance... Someone like that doesn't really leave your mind, with how he looks.

Of course.

....N...No, Miss Sparrow. Not tempted... ~~Hard to when I've never seen him, anyway.~~

Maybe it is Mr. Andersen... but doesn't sound like his personality...

Probably has some sort of reason.

Then why are you stuttering, Shikou. If you don't let me in, I'll just go and let Yasu turn me back into a sissy. :P

...Maybe something happened to him.

Hopefully, it's a good one.

...F...Fine, so I am tempted... Slightly. But... It's alright, as long as I never see it actually happening.

But why would he claim to be a good? I thought he was a very intelligent if fruity German duelist.

Wonder what it is.

Ah? Cutting makes you think of meat and blood, which in turn makes you hungry? It's okay Shikou. You've got me to help you.

That's what friends are for, right?

Shikou is Shikou is Shikou, and nobody can change Shikou into not a Shikou.

He was a champion, I believe? I'm sure he was intelligent...

...Who knows what happened, though. Not sure if I should ask.

...You're right, Miss Sparrow... Thank you... But it's still a very... Interesting mental image, for me at least. It doesn't really help, but... I'm sure I can manage.

...Yeah. No one can change Shikou into someone that isn't Shikou... Mn.

Either that or damn lucky. :p

True.

So, stop thinking about it. Or start imagining him as a maggot filled corpse.

Yes.

Shikou is Shikou. And nobody can make him something he's not.

This game is partially based upon luck.

Hard to stop thinking of it. Thinking of him as already dead tends to make things slightly worse for me... I really don't like my mind, at times, especially now.

...Of course... ~~It's just a bit harder when it is something I am...~~

True. ;/

... So imagine him as the ugliest most disgusting unappetizing thing ever.

True.

Just don't let it define you.

Say, what DO you want to grow up to be?

...Mn, thanks. Helps that I've never seen him, doesn't it?

...Yeah. I won't, Miss Sparrow.

I honestly wouldn't mind being a teacher... But I also want to look into psychology. I may just end up continuing my education in another school, after I graduate from here.

Yup.

GOOD.

I wouldn't argue against it.

...Mn. What about you, Miss Sparrow? What do you want to be?

I want to be a Pro Duelist myself, since Japan has no technical standing military.

I want to be known as a killer of BIG monsters.

I'm positive you'd be good at that.

...How are you doing in the tournament, by the way?

Thanks.

...

Not well, I take it?

D< NO. BECAUSE OF MISS SLAVERY IS GOOD RAPIST LESBIAN, I HAVEN'T EVEN DUELLED, THAT HORSE FACED BITCH.

...You... Might still have your tokens, Miss Sparrow. Have you checked? I don't think there's a time limit on them... It just depends on if you have 10 or not by the required date. If you have at least one, you still have a chance.

::Checks::

3.

Still.

I haven't dueled because she BRAINWASHED ME. D< RAWR.

::Flails angrily and flips Shikou's bed over in a fit of rage::