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Well, I feel much more content now. My back may hurt from sleeping against a wall, but... At least Miss Sparrow finally realized what was happening.

As for that... Other problem... Mng. I'm probably going to have to ask them to schedule me for a session at the end of the school year.

I'm sure I can at least last that long, without the temptation showing itself again in a way that I can't stand it.

...I'm sure of it.

...It doesn't help that it feels like I'm starving now... Their words really did affect me. I didn't want them to, but... A part of me wanted to keep listening, and to give in... Now I can't help but imagine just how well Yamashita might have tasted, had I given in.

...I'm still glad that I didn't, though. I don't want to be taken away from this place. I'll... I'll just need to make sure that their words don't affect me as much, anymore.

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......I'm normal?

My... Family, tends to not really speak to other relatives. We were also in Europe for multiple years, so that kind of made it difficult to have any reunions.

...Ah... Mn. Interesting, to say the least. No idea if I should consider it good or bad, though.

To me you are. You're a really nice guy.

And despite what people say, Nice guys go far.

Ah. That has to suck big time.

It's cool to me, and as far as I can tell, you're a-okay in my book.

.....T...Thanks, Miss Sparrow. I appreciate that.

Not entirely. It was nice in Europe, and I was more or less used to the idea of not seeing the rest of my extended family.

...I like the fact that I am. I'm still surprised that someone thinks of it as cool, though.

What can I say. I'm just saying thanks back for helping me. e.e stupidgoddamnrapinglesbianweirdolady.

Still has to suck to not see your extended family at times.

So where'd you live in Europe.

Samasu Shikou is Samasu Shikou is Samasu Shikou. And at the end of the day, he's a nice guy. ^^;

...Thank you very much, Miss Sparrow... I'm just glad that you're acting like yourself.

... At times. I did see my aunt's father, though. Nice man, very friendly.

London.

...You're right, Miss Sparrow. Thank you again.

Yeah. Sorry for acting like a complete sissy earlier. ::Rubs head::

Ah? What did he do?

... ::Snickers::

For what?

It's alright, Miss Sparrow... You probably didn't really have a choice, in that part.

I don't know. By the time we moved there, he was in the hospital.

...What?

For telling me that.

Likely. Just geez. I must of sounded... GOOFY.

Ah. Poor guy.

Just suddenly imagining you with a monicle, a top hat, a moustache, and a tea cup.

Ah? Don't see how it helps, myself. ::Rubs head::

...Mn. Just a bit off, I would have to say.

...Mng. Yeah...

...I think only the last one could really exist in this reality, Miss Sparrow.

It helps a lot more than you think.

e.e Yeah. I have a lesbain's ass to kick.

And I want to kick that Sekuta guy in the leg.

Must of been a nice man.

Awww. D: Still, you'd look silly like that. Hence the snickering. ^^;

How so?

...Mn. I think I would've expected that.

He was. A great person to speak to, very caring.

Of course I would. Don't think anyone wouldn't look silly in that.

...It helps me to reassert myself.

Hope you have no problems with either. :X

Ah. That's good.

Yeah. But you espically. :P

Reassert yourself?

No, not really. Go right ahead.

It was.

I'm sure there's others that would look sillier, Miss Sparrow.

...Yeah. Reassert myself, and what I believe in. It's... Surprisingly difficult, to get back on ones' feet, after someone tries to break you down to what your base desires are.

Thanks.

Good.

You'd still look silly.

... ._. Yasu tried to turn you into something too?

You're welcome.

Of course I would. I didn't object to that, now did I?

...No. Not Yamashita. Someone else did.

No. YOU'RE WELCOME. ;)

No you didn't.

Who did it if it wasn't crazy lesbo lady?

...Thanks, then?

Exactly.

...Her "god".

I SUPPOSE. ^^;

Just as long as you don't swing a Cricket bat at me. D:

... Uh... Okay. Care to elaborate.

No, I think you're safe from that. ~~Wouldn't need one, anyway.~~

He calls himself a "god of sin", basically. Odd blue-ish hair, seems to have a unhealthy taste in leather clothing. Disturbing eyes. He... He tried for a bit, to make me give into my urges, and my desires, and I almost did... He's charismatic, you might say. Even if you know what he's saying is wrong... You tend to listen, regardless.

Wrestler then?

... Blue hair. Blue hair...

What did this blue hair look like? o_O ::Rubs chin:: Oddish Blue hair...

Leather. e.e Bleh.

Ah? He tried to turn you into a Supervillain? D:

Though, the old proverb: "Those who give up are already defeated."

No, don't think so. He was definitely... Supernatural.

Spiky. Seemed to have no real sense of form and gravity, really.

...You could call it that. I think he referred to me as a monster, more than a villain.

Which is why I'm glad I didn't give up.

I meant you.

If you wouldn't need a bat, you have to have good arms.

Hrrrm. e.e Sounds familiar. For SOME reason, it REALLY does sound familiar.

... Well, your hair is a mess, but you're not exactly Grendel, ya know.

Good. D:

...Me? No, I... Don't really like wrestling.

Of course. That's what I mean, correct?

Mn... Mind telling me if anyone comes to mind?

I'm aware that it's a mess. I prefer it that way, but at least it doesn't defy gravity itself.

I guess so. Boxer then?

Uh... that Marufuji kid. e.e Johan Neo Anderson whatever. Hell Kaiser.

That Masuyo kid too... e.e

You still look decent though. You wear messes maturely.

No. I don't take a active part in that. Tends to do more harm than good, for me.

...Johan Andersen, you mean? That student that came from the North School, at the beginning of the year? Though, you might not have been around, for that...

...Masuyo?

...Thanks for the compliment, Miss Sparrow.