(no subject)

[observershikou]

Well, I feel much more content now. My back may hurt from sleeping against a wall, but... At least Miss Sparrow finally realized what was happening.

As for that... Other problem... Mng. I'm probably going to have to ask them to schedule me for a session at the end of the school year.

I'm sure I can at least last that long, without the temptation showing itself again in a way that I can't stand it.

...I'm sure of it.



...It doesn't help that it feels like I'm starving now... Their words really did affect me. I didn't want them to, but... A part of me wanted to keep listening, and to give in... Now I can't help but imagine just how well Yamashita might have tasted, had I given in.

...I'm still glad that I didn't, though. I don't want to be taken away from this place. I'll... I'll just need to make sure that their words don't affect me as much, anymore.

Comments

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...I cared about you. It was the least I could do.

No! ...I mean, no. He doesn't. I don't think those... Tastes, are specific to my family. I think abnormalities are a better term for my family.

I try not to be seen as dangerous, but... If you like it, I guess that's alright. Even if it's entirely too confusing.

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

And thanks for caring. Really, you are the first person who hasn't scared me on this island. x.O;

Oh. Ah. ... I'd hate to be a girl in your family, no offense. ::Rubs head::

I mean it's the cool sly kinda neat dangerous. ^_^; Ehehe.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Even with what I am? I'm honestly glad at that type of accomplishment, Miss Sparrow.

...You know, I wonder if I do have any female relatives, by blood... Mn. Should ask them, sometime. But none is taken. I know how odd my family is.

.......I... I see, Miss Sparrow. So not exactly the same type of definition of "dangerous" I'd be used to?

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

You're NORMAL. You're not some freaky supernatural weirdo. :| Who wants to burn me. Or seduce me. Or something else. x.o

Ah? How can you not know?

Kinda. Uh... I think it's sort of a reverse badboy thing.

Ehehehe. ^^;

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

......I'm normal?

My... Family, tends to not really speak to other relatives. We were also in Europe for multiple years, so that kind of made it difficult to have any reunions.

...Ah... Mn. Interesting, to say the least. No idea if I should consider it good or bad, though.

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

To me you are. You're a really nice guy.

And despite what people say, Nice guys go far.

Ah. That has to suck big time.

It's cool to me, and as far as I can tell, you're a-okay in my book.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

.....T...Thanks, Miss Sparrow. I appreciate that.

Not entirely. It was nice in Europe, and I was more or less used to the idea of not seeing the rest of my extended family.

...I like the fact that I am. I'm still surprised that someone thinks of it as cool, though.

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

What can I say. I'm just saying thanks back for helping me. e.e stupidgoddamnrapinglesbianweirdolady.

Still has to suck to not see your extended family at times.

So where'd you live in Europe.

Samasu Shikou is Samasu Shikou is Samasu Shikou. And at the end of the day, he's a nice guy. ^^;

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...Thank you very much, Miss Sparrow... I'm just glad that you're acting like yourself.

... At times. I did see my aunt's father, though. Nice man, very friendly.

London.

...You're right, Miss Sparrow. Thank you again.

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Sorry for acting like a complete sissy earlier. ::Rubs head::

Ah? What did he do?

... ::Snickers::

For what?

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

It's alright, Miss Sparrow... You probably didn't really have a choice, in that part.

I don't know. By the time we moved there, he was in the hospital.

...What?

For telling me that.

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

Likely. Just geez. I must of sounded... GOOFY.

Ah. Poor guy.

Just suddenly imagining you with a monicle, a top hat, a moustache, and a tea cup.

Ah? Don't see how it helps, myself. ::Rubs head::

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...Mn. Just a bit off, I would have to say.

...Mng. Yeah...

...I think only the last one could really exist in this reality, Miss Sparrow.

It helps a lot more than you think.

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

e.e Yeah. I have a lesbain's ass to kick.

And I want to kick that Sekuta guy in the leg.

Must of been a nice man.

Awww. D: Still, you'd look silly like that. Hence the snickering. ^^;

How so?

[foreverchilled.livejournal.com]

;.;

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

What? o_o

[foreverchilled.livejournal.com]

I tried to help too... Although I didn't do as much as Shikou... ._.

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

:| And you are?

[foreverchilled.livejournal.com]

...Theresa. Theresa Ethlinda. :.

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

Saureza Esaurinda? O-o

[foreverchilled.livejournal.com]

... ._.

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

??

[foreverchilled.livejournal.com]

You don't remember me at all?

[arkircpeeps.livejournal.com]

o_o? Uh... e.e Hrrrm.

When did we meet? ^^;

[foreverchilled.livejournal.com]

When you were in that trance... I guess you don't remember anything from that time, which is probably better.

I don't know if we've met before, though.

In any case, I'm glad to see you're better, or at least not submissive and calling yourself 'worthless'.