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Well, I feel much more content now. My back may hurt from sleeping against a wall, but... At least Miss Sparrow finally realized what was happening.

As for that... Other problem... Mng. I'm probably going to have to ask them to schedule me for a session at the end of the school year.

I'm sure I can at least last that long, without the temptation showing itself again in a way that I can't stand it.

...I'm sure of it.

...It doesn't help that it feels like I'm starving now... Their words really did affect me. I didn't want them to, but... A part of me wanted to keep listening, and to give in... Now I can't help but imagine just how well Yamashita might have tasted, had I given in.

...I'm still glad that I didn't, though. I don't want to be taken away from this place. I'll... I'll just need to make sure that their words don't affect me as much, anymore.

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COOL.

Ah? o_o

Why do you restrain yourself?

Why not? Afraid of hurting a poor girl's feelings? I might not be 100%, memory wise, but I can tell you, I'm not a flouncy pouncy lady. >P

As I tend to make sure that I don't actually eat people, despite my tastes, I wouldn't be able to give you a ~~mostly~~ accurate description of... Just how it feels.

Because in most societies, Miss Sparrow, cannibalism is usually looked down upon.

No, no, no, of course not. ~~I'm mostly worried about myself, if anything.~~

Ahhhh.

What's wrong? Maybe you should become a cannibalistic superhero, who eats criminals.

Maybe... Manman?

So? You're *STILL* cool. What's your reason for eating people? Ritualistic? o_o Is it for nessecity?

Ah.

Why worry about yourself? o_o

...No, I think not. I'm not one to be any type of hero, Miss Sparrow.

It... It's because of my tastes. That's all. I don't know why I like it, but... Maybe that's just how I was born.

I tend to try not to dwell on it.

...You know, Miss Sparrow, you're... The first person I've met to think that my tastes are "cool".

But you were a hero for helping me.

o-o Family of cannibals? Does this mean Souha likes eating people?

Ah.

Why not? You're so sweet and nice, and it makes you kinda dangerous. Hehehe ^^;

...I cared about you. It was the least I could do.

No! ...I mean, no. He doesn't. I don't think those... Tastes, are specific to my family. I think abnormalities are a better term for my family.

I try not to be seen as dangerous, but... If you like it, I guess that's alright. ~~Even if it's entirely too confusing.~~

And thanks for caring. Really, you are the first person who hasn't scared me on this island. x.O;

Oh. Ah. ... I'd hate to be a girl in your family, no offense. ::Rubs head::

I mean it's the cool sly kinda neat dangerous. ^_^; Ehehe.

Even with what I am? I'm honestly glad at that type of accomplishment, Miss Sparrow.

...You know, I wonder if I do have any female relatives, by blood... Mn. Should ask them, sometime. But none is taken. I know how odd my family is.

.......I... I see, Miss Sparrow. So not exactly the same type of definition of "dangerous" I'd be used to?

You're NORMAL. You're not some freaky supernatural weirdo. :| Who wants to burn me. Or seduce me. Or something else. x.o

Ah? How can you not know?

Kinda. Uh... I think it's sort of a reverse badboy thing.

Ehehehe. ^^;

......I'm normal?

My... Family, tends to not really speak to other relatives. We were also in Europe for multiple years, so that kind of made it difficult to have any reunions.

...Ah... Mn. Interesting, to say the least. No idea if I should consider it good or bad, though.

To me you are. You're a really nice guy.

And despite what people say, Nice guys go far.

Ah. That has to suck big time.

It's cool to me, and as far as I can tell, you're a-okay in my book.

.....T...Thanks, Miss Sparrow. I appreciate that.

Not entirely. It was nice in Europe, and I was more or less used to the idea of not seeing the rest of my extended family.

...I like the fact that I am. I'm still surprised that someone thinks of it as cool, though.

What can I say. I'm just saying thanks back for helping me. e.e stupidgoddamnrapinglesbianweirdolady.

Still has to suck to not see your extended family at times.

So where'd you live in Europe.

Samasu Shikou is Samasu Shikou is Samasu Shikou. And at the end of the day, he's a nice guy. ^^;

...Thank you very much, Miss Sparrow... I'm just glad that you're acting like yourself.

... At times. I did see my aunt's father, though. Nice man, very friendly.

London.

...You're right, Miss Sparrow. Thank you again.

Yeah. Sorry for acting like a complete sissy earlier. ::Rubs head::

Ah? What did he do?

... ::Snickers::

For what?

It's alright, Miss Sparrow... You probably didn't really have a choice, in that part.

I don't know. By the time we moved there, he was in the hospital.

...What?

For telling me that.

What? o_o

I tried to help too... ~~Although I didn't do as much as Shikou... ._.~~

:| And you are?

...Theresa. Theresa Ethlinda. :.

Saureza Esaurinda? O-o

... ._.

You don't remember me at all?